Thinking...again

Sometimes I feel like all I do is think but never come to any conclusions...I'm asking myself what is my passion, what makes me alive? I think of all the things people have told me about myself and what they think i'd be good at... but maybe my calling is something nobody ever thought would be. Well probably not I bet I'll end up doing something that I don't hate but definitely doesn't make my blood flow ah whatever maybe i'll surprise us maybe i'll be a disappointment but i'll be me.

What I'm currently pondering.

  Someone introduced me to some "new to me songs" and I'm now discovery more about the artists by whom the songs were created. The song's are attractive sounding but when I stop listening for a pretty noise and hear the words it's almost too much for me to possibly comprehend in fact it's not almost too much it is too much. 

  I'm really liking my job right now... the people I'm working with are all seemingly nice and easygoing. I'm going to be doing some overtime which is fine with me I'll work as much as they need me I just want to be able to keep my current commitments (I really like my awana kids). 

  Time has been flying for me lately which is actually very scary for me. I'm growing up and I'll never be able to get tomorrow or even a second ago back (like all of us of course). 

  I'm an Aunt now... I'm happy about it I do wish I could see the little guy (Noah) though. I miss New Jersey, my family, and my pets but for some reason I don't long to return so much. I'm really content with trying to become solid in my faith. I know I have to step it up though. I was doing really well the first month or so then shrunk back I think it's because I stopped feeding myself as much (I just got sick of reading and asking Carrie and Loren about things like the ark and how are people so different(they answered it very well by the way)).

 Can you have a parenthesis in a parenthesis? 

My Person

I don't claim to be very witty or talented in any way.